My First Sunrise in 2015

So, when was the last time you saw the sun rise?

It's been quite some time since I last saw something beautiful. I went through the pains of waking up at 3:30 AM to run up the mountain to see this. It's been a while. This is my first sunrise this year. 

It took a lot from me to get my ass up and start running but that day was supposed to be special. It was a first year anniversary. It was a celebration of being together. Sadly, however, I celebrated alone. 

The sky was beautiful. But it was a sad kind of beautiful. I used to long for someone to watch the sun rise and set with me. But, I guess it's hard to find the beauty in something you're not really interested in. 

That day was like a slap in the face. I thought it was a metaphor of my actual situation: a one-sided relationship. It was amusing for a while, then it turned ugly after waiting for two hours.

Happy Anniversary to me! It's nice to know how my other half opted to spend a first year anniversary. It gave me a fast-forward look on how all our future anniversaries will be spent: separated.

But, because I'm a hopeless romantic, I actually prepared two cups of coffee. I handed it to a photographer who was late for the sunrise. 7/11 coffee wasn't the best coffee but that was all there was. The coffee wouldn't have mattered if there was good company. 

That day though, I fixated on how cheap and disgusting 7/11 coffee was. I mean, what else could I have done? 

So, how about you, when did you last see the sun rise?