Over a month ago, I challenged my best friend to a 22k run. She took it.

Today, we accomplished the 22k run from TNF 100. It wasn't easy. I got left behind and saw her later on in the finish line. Surprised myself there and while pushing myself to get it done before the cut-off time, I don't know what I put in my head to make me believe I can still push it.

I know it sounds like I'm whining. It's just 22k, there were runners who took 50k and 100k. A 100k finisher ran the 22k with us again. That's hardcore. But thing is, everyone has their own challenges. This was mine.

It was awesome! I finished it! Then it hits you! It didn't feel as rewarding as I imagined it. I didn't have family or friends to see me at the finish line. After I crossed the line, then what. The hype went down and I found myself feeling depressed. It's sad, I know.

What am I going through? :))

I think I'm going crazy.